there is a moment when you ultimately find that people around you is not supportive with what you are right now.
why do they force me to run, run, run, run, and run catching time? why i have to be fast? why can't i be cool and relax?
what does time give me if I successfully catch him? what if i like the way i am now? what if i don't want catching him? what if i let him go?
i had ever ran for him, being taken to run catching him. but we're failed and it hurts so bad. i don't wanna run again. i'll let him find me. i'll stand here until he finds me and brings me run together. i'll stand in the place that is visible so he will easily find me.
and if they can't find me, i'd say it's a God's will.
-yQt-
